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Hi!

For one thing, I think you understand the human race perfectly.

And I'm sorry to say, so do I.

If you remember, I'm this French speaking blogger (skidmark.blog) with more than 350 posts under his belt - although a good part of them are translations, which sometimes take up more time than my own writings. I'm a 58 years old guy with a grueling full-time job. I have at least 300 tabs open on my browser at any time. Never monetized anything. My blog took over my life.

I sometimes put more than thirty hours into an article that will draw less than twenty people. Sometimes someone catches up later, promotes it on some place - something I never do myself, I'm not on *any* social platform - and boom, it spreads like wildfire. Sometimes.

My blog is maybe the best resource in the French language - there, I said it. I should have thousands of suscribers. I have 27. I should get hundreds of thousands views a month. I get less than two hundred.

In more than two years, I got less than ten comments total. I have a fan in Bolivia, though, of all places. He even wrote me a Christmas message last year. I sometimes think about him when I'm not sure about what to write.

Just to convene the idea that you're not alone in this, the quote under the title of my blog is "Trying to save a world that does not want to be saved". No one has ever asked where that quote comes from. Well, I can tell you. It was from a mom I once saw in a video, who lost her son to the Irak war. She was trying to wake people up. She was talking to people on the street. Nobody cared.

The truth is, people like a good story. With a hero, a villain, and possibly a happy ending. Most of them still like to watch television. If they do, I don't even try anymore. I've realized some time ago that most of them are beyond help.

I've been through times of discouragement. Then the next day, I'd see a kid on the street, his eyes full of hope and wonderment. Sometimes a kid waves hello, because I'm such an impressive sight riding my scooter, so I wave back. When I come home I just sit back again in front of my computer and type away.

That's my life now. My life during wartime. Because I haven't been a good man, I probably deserve it.

They don't.

"A man has done what he must when he has done what he could." Pr Henri Joyeux

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I'm feel very sorry at your obvious disappointment about the results of your articles, after all of your hard work. My heart genuinely goes out to you - especially when you are clearly a person of very high moral standards, who wanted to do something to try to improve the world.

Having myself had a very 'up and down' life, sometimes pretty wealthy or pretty happy, and other times the opposite of either or both, and having also worked very hard sometimes to build something, sometimes succeeding, and sometimes failing, I greatly sympathize with the intense disappointment and disillusionment that you must be feeling now.

However, chiche though it may be, when I look back on my very up and down life, it really did always happen - sometimes almost immediately, and sometimes after a period of time, that after every great disappointment or disaster that I experienced in my life, that something very good followed such painful events.

And I am absolutely sure that the same will be true for you. You are, clearly, a very intelligent, principled and disciplined person - and such personal characteristics absolutely guarantee that something good for you will pretty quickly follow this disappointment with the Beagle.

So - I suggest that you treat it as a blip, which is going to lead on to great things, which will come very soon! I say that absolutely sincerely: someone with your talents is not going to be down for long.

I incidentally totally agree with your comments about Elon Tusk: if he was the 'free speech absolutist' that he claims to be, he would be saying that absolutely anyone can come on Twitter and express their political opinions.

By saying 'no' to Alex Jones, and debating whether or not Trump (or anyone else) should be allowed on Twitter, and by talking about limiting some people's 'reach' (i.e., shadow banning them), he clearly has no intention of allowing Twitter to become a free speech platform. I agree with others, that it appears likely that he bought Twitter to serve as a vehicle for him to launch something Orwellian and all-embracing like China's 'Wechat'.

Anyway - very best of luck to you for the future! Please don't be downhearted: this is just a blip - and you may look back on it as an essential experience without which you would never have thought of the XYZ success story which you are going to enjoy sooner, perhaps, than would seem possible right now, when you're feeling temporarily down!

My two cents' worth about articles on politics, the Covid 'vaccines', or whatever, is that most of them infuriate me by not putting the key points of what they want to say in clear, simple English at the to top of the article. This applies not just to written articles - but to so many videos that people make.

People are willing to spend time reading something containing a level of detail - but to get big viewing / readership numbers, it has to be something attention-grabbing, straightforward and clear right at the beginning - and thereafter, to expand on each of those key points as concisely as possible.

Obvious, perhaps - but true. That comment is not, incidentally, made with reference to your articles - but just as a general observation.

Best of luck,

Richard

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